Amour Chaleur

I left behind some scars behind so that you can remember me. I hope these irreplaceable marks of my existence will play a part in your future.

Although it’s after the exams, nothing special has happen so far. Life for me still goes on as normal. The usual routine everyday. My school having an open house tomorrow. So, I’ll be helping out; it’s my last time doing something for the school. My group of friends and I are in charge of the Mathematics department. Its quite a refreshing change since I’ve never help out in this department before. It’s funny to think of how our attitude towards the school changes after we graduate. Although my friends and I were wearing school uniform; we use our hand phones with no regard of any teachers reprimanding us. I got my result slip for my prelim exams today. Well, I didn’t choose to go the 3 months pre-u (2 years) trial. Finally, this burden is off me. Sigh in relieve.

It’s so sad to find people taking the graphics on your site and using them without crediting you. I have found some people using my linkware graphics in forums without any crediting. It’s not that I’m selfish or anything. But, I spend lots of time making them and if you use them, the least you could do is to give a small line of credit. Is it that hard? Or am I really the one that’s being narrrow-minded in this things? Still, I do not wish to take down the linkware graphics. I’ll just leave them there for my visitors until my patience worn off. I do not wish to take them down. Sharing is suppose to be a form of joy, isn’t it?

My final Cambridge O Levels Examinations are over!!! I’m so happy… that’s why I made a new layout. This layout is half the size of the previous one for quicker loading for people with dial up connections. Its simple and blur.. I mean blue… I found this images in Getty Images. It features a girl underwater. I tried to express that type of freedom through the colors; and some doves to add to that ‘magical’ feel. Hope you guys like it; I do. Its weird that after the exams I feel more stress. As in I’m worried about my results since I feel that I didn’t work hard enough. I’m so bored cropped up at home everyday cleaning the house and my room. It’s in a mess… and I’ve got to clear all my old school books and worksheets.

I’m going to celebrate my best friends belated birthday next week. We are thinking of either going to the K-Box or the movies. I still can’t decide which one to go. Since Christmas, my favourite holiday, is coming, I wanted to watch ‘Polar Express’ next week. A nice movie to go with a heart-warming season! We can’t really feel the winter season here since I’m near the equator. How I wish I could spend one Christmas during the winter season. The chirstmas lights in Orchard is beautiful, it really lights up the place and get us into the spritual mood. I’m going with my parents next Monday. I don’t want to break the habit of going there every year…

Its time to let go and you have to do it. Let those times be the unforgettable memories erected in your mind. It will forever be yours and no one can take it away from you.

My examinations are ending tomorrow. I’m going to take the last 2 papers and that’s the end. Before the exams, I was dying for the day when I finish my exams. However, now I kind of wish that day would never come. After tomorrow, I’m not going back as a student but as an ex-student. I don’t really know how that feels though. I sure will miss all those nagging from the teachers. Yeah, that’s me. I’m a very emotional person and my ‘water tap’ could be turn on very easily. It could flood the house in the blink of an eye. Some complaining here… I’m sick of studying Chemistry. Yup, I’m having the papers. The chemical equations are just driving me crazy. My friends are already planning for the ‘After O levels outing’. It should be fun if there’s not any unity problem among us. Its weird why some of my classmates can’t get together. We’re always divide into our whole groups. There’s not much interaction between us. This is one big problem!

I’m planning of getting a job in December or next January as a part time job. I made some new graphics today. I just have the mood and got to that right away. So, I made 3 signature sets and I sorted the graphics page so that you can view them easily. There were times when I enjoy graphical designing, I still do now though; just that I reckon I spend too much time on web designing and neglect the other. Time management plays a part and that’s my most serious weakness.